| This is My Sundown |
[Jul. 9th, 2003|10:04 pm] |
I now have a new journal courtesy of ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) cycnus.
The new journal is: neonspiderweb.
Be sure to add me back to your friends list.
Again, mucho thanks to cycnus for the new code.
And to qux for the code that got me this journal.
^_____^
Cheers! |
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| So... er... ehh, I dunno |
[Jul. 8th, 2003|10:39 pm] |
I want a new journal. Well, I want to change my journal name really. I should get a paid account, but I have no credit card... grr. I could send a check, but I don't have a printer to print out that page I need to send along with the check. The FAQ page says I could send cash if I really have no other way... but sending money through the mail, yeh... right. Heh, I even posted somewhere I was willing to make backgrounds and/or icons for a code. *grovels* Gah, I'm such a pathetic dork. Hm.... must really consider buying a paid account. *nods* Yes.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Freakin' MIRACLE! FF.net is actually working now! Yeah, now that I have a list half as long as my arm to do. *pouts* Poo.
JUST ONE MORE DAY AND I GET TO SEE PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!!!!
Er... sorry 'bout that.
Though it comes out tomorrow, I cannot go until Thursday. But still, it's just one day, so I can wait.
Johnny.
Orli.
Pirates.
Oh yeah, Dutchy!Muse and me will be in a euphoric high for he entire length of the movie. I have a feeling KB!Muse will be as well. After all, he and Pirate!Bloom were gone for an entire two hours last night and I did hear those moans coming from the snogging closet... O_o
*shocked gasp* Had KB actually found something more interesting than his Zippo?
Hrm.... too much sugar. *nods* Yep, that's my excuse. Yep. |
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| AHHHHHHHH! |
[Jul. 7th, 2003|07:49 pm] |
I CANNOT get into ff.net! AHHHHH! Why does that site hate me so much?! *pouts* Not faaaaaaaaair!
Ehh, on another note.... wait, I have no other note. I have noting of interest to say.... hm.
Oh, but wait, *whines* I hate my lj name. At the time I was totally stumped for a user name so used the first thing that popped into my head (Sindri and Dellik, my gerbils). But oh! how it sucks. *grumbles* Grr.
Yeh, s'all I gots. Really. I'm rather boring today.
Yeah. |
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| So won't You Kill me, so I die Happy. |
[Jul. 6th, 2003|02:38 pm] |
You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.
What feeling do you represent?
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I downloaded Adobe Photoshop 7.0 and can't figure out how the hell to use it. I can do some pretty basic sucky things, but nothing else, not like with the PSP7. Took like 5 hours for Photoshop to download too..... and it sucks! *grumbles*. Will have to find some tutroials or something.
Right-o, this post had no reason behind it. I'm bored, totally DO NOT feel like writing but yet I want to write. Inner conflictions, oy.
3 more days until Pirates of the Caribbean come out!
4 more days until I get to go see it!
*squeals like a fangirl*
Sexy Orli.... and Johnny.... as pirates.... *drools*
Hoh yeah!
*wanders off in search of muses* Haven't heard anything form the little buggers in awhile... |
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| Dazzled, Doused in Gin |
[Jul. 6th, 2003|03:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  relieved | ] |
Kaero just had a seizure. Her last one was in November. Wow, like 8 months it's been. It was a mild one, a bit bad at the end, but she's okay now.
Her eyes get real big when she has seizures, so big I can't even see the brown in her eyes. Her body kinda tightens, she drools, her nose runs, her body kinda trembles and twitches. They usually last only a few minutes, but God the scare the shit out me. Especially this one where she seemed to be coming around and then spasmed real bad, her jaw clenching tightly closed. This was another minute or so, then she began to calm and com back round.
I cried. Which I usually do when she seizures because they scare me so much. I'm so afraid of losing her that way. But I cried this time because the ending spasms were so hard I though she was just gonna have a heart attack or stop breathing on the spot. I started crying "Please God, please God, please God" over and over. I'm not a religious person. I believe in God, the devil, heaven, hell, ghost, reincarnation and about a hundred other thing s too. (Well maybe not hundred, but I have too many different beliefs to consider myself one religion or the other; so I normally say and feel that I have no religion). But maybe out of instinct or desperation, I just.... what? Was that even praying? Begging maybe. I dunno. I was just scared out of mind and damn near thinking my dog was gonna die.
Thankfully, she is okay now. Now whoever or whatever controls that, I'm thankful. Kae is being her spoiled Princess-self and perched atop my lap getting indignant every time I have to move my arms to type. *snuggles the Princess* I love my baby.
Her sister do too, they were very scared when she was having her seizure. I put them in their kennel so they wouldn't bother her and they just stared wide-eyed at her the whole time. When it was all over and she was ready for some company, I swear Jessee practically glomped Kaero. Toni was a little more reserved and just sniffed her and then cuddled up to her. Toni is a priss, she can't tackle-glomp things when she's happy. Unlike Jess now who did.
^______^
Night. |
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| Grrrrr.... |
[Jul. 5th, 2003|12:53 am] |
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You sit at your computer in the wee hours of the morning, daylight has only just begun to peek it's way into the sky. The lights in the house are off so not to wake anybody else still asleep, your only light the glow of the computer screen. You're an insomniac and a two hour nap has rejuvenated you for the next few hours. Bored, you cruise around the internet looking for something interesting to do. Your stomach growls a little and you then make the decision to go get a snack. You rise from your seat and head into the kitchen, flipping the light switch and allowing the room to flood with a dim light. After scooping yourself a bowl of ice cream, you return to your seat at the computer. You set the bowl on the computer desk, prepare to sit down when suddenly something latches onto your foot. Teeth sink into your flesh, you try to shake it off, move back thinking you must of stepped on whatever it is that attacked you. It lets go of you only to chomp back down, now you begin to scream. You scream bloody murder, seeing the body of a medium sized cat in the light of the computer. In your head you reckon you must on stepped on its tail or placed the chair on its foot, other wise why would it turn on you so. You continue to scream, grabbing the cats head and trying to pull it off. It lets go only to sink it's teeth into another part of your foot. You've woken the rest of the house now, they rush to see what's wrong, what's happen. You stumble back trying to get away from the cat and end up tripping, falling on the floor.
Your crying, blood running down your foot and through your fingers as you squeeze your hand over the bites and scratches. Someone hands you a wet wash cloth you tenderly place on your foot, another person holds the cat, looking him over. He's fine. His tail is fine. His paws are fine. He's perfectly fine. The cat gets set on the floor, take one last look at you and dashes off to another room of the house. You are still on the floor tending to the wound inflicted upon you, trying to figure out why the cat, out of the blue, attacked you.
Then it hits you..... he was startled.
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Yes, folks, this happened to me early on the morning of the 4th. Up from insomnia, planning to eat my ice cream and then try to force some sleep upon myself, Cisco's cat Strider (yes I named him after Strider [Aragorn] from LOTR 'cause I'm an uber geek like that. I even named my Mum's cat Evenstar ^__^). attacked me. I thought I had stepped on his tail or something, although I don't recall doing so because I didn't feel anything beneath my feet (I was barefoot). So Strider bites and scrayches me all on my foot and believe you me, he has a lock like a Pitbull. I knew the cat was a freak from the time he was young. Just a few weeks ago I stepped over him to get from the living room to hall because he was laying in the doorway, he stuck all his claws in my leg. Just reached up and grabbed my leg with both paws, claws out, and sunk them in. I never dreamed he'd attack me. Fucking hell, I'm scared of the cat now. I think I must of startled him, he must not of heard me coming or just wasn't paying attention. 'Cause all I did was put my bowl down, go to reach for my chair when all of a sudden had a cat latched onto my foot. Holy freakin' hell, the cat is a psycho.
Oh, and by the way, the bowl of ice cream ended up on the floor so Kaero and Jessee got one helluva treat.
The fireworks were okay, but I wasn't really into them. I was actually kinda bored. Cisco had to work. Joey D was working the festival.... I'm pretty sure (he works at a vendors cart and he's like always working). Joey V is impossible to get ahold of. Dar didn't bother to go. So just Mum and me went. They did a laser light show too though, that was kinda cool. Fireworks were pretty good this year. Last year they were too. Some years they're really shitty... Had dinner at my Uncles... chili....
I.C.K. The band was palying a slew of hippie music though ^______________^ so that was cool. Then for the Grande Finale they played "Proud to be an American" (Dunno if that's the actually name of it or not. It goes "And I'm proud to be an American, where at lease I know I'm free. And I won't forget the men who died, you gave that right to me."). Yeah, that song gives me chills, dunno why either. I really like it though, and I'm not all into like Patriotic songs and stuff. I had to sing it with my class back in the 4th grade for our Spring Show. We were set up on stage in three rows singing, and when we sang "And I'll proudly stand up" we had to practically jump up out of ours seat. Heh. Yeah. Random passing thought...
S'all for tonight.
Oh... wait...
Fuckin A man, you're the 90s. Chances are you're
pretty disillusioned with the world around you,
like this decade. You're realistic and like to
cut through all the fake bullshit. You don't
like phony people and you're taste in music is
probably a little more hard core. You're very
emotional, moody, and can be depressing, but
you're probably also a great friend.
Which cool decade are you?
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Double w00t w00t and a half!
Cheers. |
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| But You're Scraping By |
[Jul. 4th, 2003|02:28 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Cupid De Locke - The Smashing Pumpkins | ] |
Insomnia sucks EXTREME hosewater (w00t for a Roundhouse moment!). Fell asleep about midnight, woke back up at 2:00 feeling WIDE awake. *sigh* I really must get to the doctor for a refill on my Ambien (sleeping medicine). Only they totally zonked me out, which is good so that I can sleep through the night and not for just like two or three hours; but I hate that whole spaced out feeling I get.
Plan to do some tweaking of We Are The F.e.W. this weekend. I took it off ff.net for tweaking purposes but have yet to get around to it. *sigh* Yeah, procrastination.... lazyness... ehh, name it whatever you want.
Anyone ever listen to Taking Back Sunday? Well there's one song called Greatest Romances of the 20th Century (if you do not know it, go download it! Anything by them and Dashboard Confessional too). So the beginning goes like this (at lease in the version I DL'ed):
(talking)A beautiful girl can make you feel dizzy, like you've been
drinking Jack and Coke all morning. She can make you feel high, full a single
greatest commodity known to man. Promise, promise of a better day,
promise of a greater hope, promise of a new tomorrow. This particular
aura can be found in the gate of a beautiful girl, in her smile and in her
soul and the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem
like its gonna be ok.
Okay, first of all the dude sounds just like the red haired dude from Boston Public and has THE coolest accent (yes, accent obsession, ai...). But I just really love how it starts out, and I think I'm gonna try to write a litte one shot based on that. *nods* Yep, think so. Not like I don't have enough on my plate as it is... let's see, four works-in-process, one re-write, one future fic being plotted out, two original fics, plus all those lovely one-shots that keep popping into my head. Yes, my muses have been busy. I should probably reward them. Hm, I'll buy some chocolate syrup at the market and let them all have a go at the snogging closet.
Oh, but speaking of my F.e.W. tweaking.... I have to tweak some of the labeling I did. I just labeled everyone with the stereotypes I'm more familiar with (Goth, Punk, Prep, Skater, Jock, Outsider), but I realized I left out Wannabe (I dunno what they call those kids anymore. When I was a teen [oh like I'm so old at 21 now, right?] we called them wannabe's), Emo, Indie and I'm not even sure what else. Flower Child/Hippie maybe, although I never see teens like that anymore. There's Glam (as in Rock) but, again, I don't see teens like that really. Grunge (Alternative) which was big in the 90's 'cause I was SO grunge. *sigh* Yes, I'm afraid I didn't branch out that far in the label area. But I'll probably just stick to the stereotypes that are most popular these days, which include (Prep, Jock, Punk, Goth, Emo, Skater... not sure what else).
Off on another subject.... since I've gotten my lip ring changed to a smaller one, it's been kinda oozy. Now not all gross or anything, just some like crusty stuff keeps building up on the ring. I dunno what it is, I'll give it a few more days to like drain or whatever it is it's doing anf go back to Jacklyn to see if it's normal. She said it looked good when she changed it, but I just wanna make sure.
Yeah, so, have I rambled enough? For a non-stop talkative Poley, just mix insomnia with a can of vanilla coke and, well, Bob's your Uncle... rambling Polecat!
Yeh.... I'll just be going now.
Cheers.
On second thought.....
Those damn annoying quiz things I can't seem to stay away from!
( Breath in for Luck, Breath in So Deep ) |
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| This Bitter Pill |
[Jul. 3rd, 2003|05:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Simpsons on telly | ] |
Aye, I love that song....
Anyway.... went to Target today, I must say, I really loves Target. Saw a Newsies hat, only it was like patchwork brown and I have nothing brown to match it, so I didn't get it. I bought a Mickey Mouse t-shirt though. Like I really need another shirt. I have an obsession with cute tees. Oy... Also got the girls there flea protection for the summer, those drops that go between their shoulders. Bought cookies for them as well. Kae is busy giving me the Sad Sam eyes because she wants more ^_____^ she's so cute.
I'm trying to convince Cisco into getting a Corgi. Well, actually, I want him to buy me a Corgi, although I'll gladly help buy it. I just want him to say yes I can have one. See, he likes the tough looking dogs. Rottweilers, Dobermans, Boxers and the so on. He loves our girls, but sometimes some dude just need like a guys dog. Only we can't have big dogs where we live. He really likes Pugs though and they are sorta cute, but I really love Corgies. The Pembroke and Cardies. I love the colors the Cardigans come in and I love the little hamster butts of the Pembrokes. So I'm trying to get him to fall as in love with them as I am. I could always talk him into getting another Chihuahua or Dachshund. And I might just do that anyway. But I really want a Corgie, so I MUST convince him to get me one.
Couldn't play with any of the puppies at the pet store today though because they were all brand new (just came in last night) and couldn't come out until 5:00 and we couldn't hang around that long :(. Awww. Which sucked because they had not only TWO pugs, but a Corgi, dachshund and Chihuahua.
You excel at History of Magic. You seem to have
the mind for history, while everyone else is
getting a little shut-eye you're alert and
taking notes.
Which Class at Hogwarts Would You Excel at?
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Cheers, mates! |
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| ............ |
[Jul. 2nd, 2003|07:05 pm] |
Today at the dog park I learned that somebody lost their dog in a tragic way. There are these two little Corgies I've seen probably four or five times and that haved played with my girls probably twice. (I just love Corgies, they are one of the cutest little dogs ever). Just a few days ago Jessee and the two Corgies (Lilly and Zelda) were all playing the fountain at the park together. I didn't know their owners, I don't even know the people's names. I feel bad now though for thinking that they were snooty people, because a few times my girls went to play with their dogs they called their dogs back. I don't know why of course, but I felt a bit offended because the dogs were all being nice and it seemed like they didn't want their dogs around mine. But when the Corgies and Jess all played in the fountain together, I think they then saw that my girls wouldn't hurt theirs and they were all getting along.
Of course Jess nor Kae (Toni doesn't play with other dogs, she hides from them) never got to play with them again. We learned today from the owner of a Aussie the Lilly died. This shocked me because they guy (the Corgies owner) told us they were only a year and a half (we were talking by the fountain when the girls were swimming). So I'm thinking, how does a dog so young die? She suffocated. I guess the guy had left a potato chip bag in his yard (or house maybe, but the Aussie owner said yard), left the Corgies out there and went to go do some laundry. An hour later he comes home and his dog his dead. I guess her head got stuck in the chip bag and she couldn't get it back off. Her sister (I think Zelda is her sister) was there the whole time not able to do anything to help her. Can you imagine how traumatizing that was for Zelda? To watch her sister panic and freak out and not able to help. For her friend to die right there in front of her. The Aussie owner said their father (ya know, the owner) is taking it really hard .He's kicking himself over it because he's the one the left the chip bag laying around.
I wish I knew them better so I could console them in some sorta way. But I don't, I spoke to him once just breifly. He lost his dog though, in a horrible way, and I feel so bad for him. My world would be just crushed if I ever lost any of my dogs. Gah, I really feel bad for him. And for poor Zelda.
So, if anybody has any dogs, cats, ferrets, any kinda pet that might stick it's head in something as simple as a chip bag, be careful. It looks funny, you get a good chuckle out of it, maybe take a picture (*is guilty of that one*), but you could easily lose your bestfriend just that quick.
Here's a picture of a Corgi I found on te web (just so everyone knows what kinda dog I'm talking about; and so they can see just how adorable these little dogs are).
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| September Never Stays this Cold |
[Jul. 2nd, 2003|02:36 am] |
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| |  cheerful | ] |
Yep, it's late. Yep, I probably should go to bed. But I'm not and you can't make me, sooo.... *sticks tongue out* Naa naa!
I'm in a good mood right now. I feel.... well I feel alot better than I have been. So since I'm in such good spirits, I'm gonna pretty up my journal with a few quizzes.
^______^ Love me, mwah!
Tomato.
Yes it is a fruit! You are the oddball, but thats a
good thing. You don't go with the flow unless
it is what you believe is right. You know what
you want, you know what you like, and you are
not going to pretend otherwise. You are great
at being yourself
What Fruit Are You?
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Which Brand Of Clothing Do You Look Best In?
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*meow*
What fuzzy creature are you?
Okay, I'm done now. G'night, mates! |
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| So quiet |
[Jul. 1st, 2003|02:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  touched | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bike Scene - Taking Back Sunday | ] |
So quiet
another wasted night,
the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.
Please tell me you're just feeling tired
'cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break
out of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
'cause I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?
Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,
your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.
Please tell me you're just feeling tired
'cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break
out of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
'cause I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?
I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
This mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again
Out of the corner of your eye
won't be the only way you'll look at me then.
So quiet
another wasted night,
the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.
"Again I Go Unnoticed"
Dashboard Confessional
.... Yeah.
'Bout to head out to change my lip ring to a smaller one since the two week healing period is up now. The AC is coming between 5 and 6, yaaaay!
Crazy mad love, luff and lurve to Mondie and Hilby. The best lot you could ever wanna know. |
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| Another one Bites the Dust |
[Jun. 28th, 2003|11:31 pm] |
So I was bored, really bored and feeling a bit down. But now I feel better ^_______^ and I made some icons.
They're pretty bad being I suck at stuff like this. But, eh, here they are anyway.
Brushes used came from  .Other brush site listed under User Info.
Icons...
1)Magic 
2)Sparkle 
3)Twinkle 
The Twinkle one is my favorite. When I change my icon again I might use that one.
Okay, well that's it.
Our AC comes on Tuesday! YaaaaaaY! Pirates come out the 9th, and that's like almost here! I saw Johnny Depp and Weiner dog racing on Jay Leno last night. Thanks to the post in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) dachshunds I caught the show just in time. Jessee and Kae could both do Weiner racing. Kae is fast for her age, but she has problems with the discs in her back and sometimes has seizures, so the racing might be too much on her. And Jess has ADD (in my opinion) and would be too distracted by all the other dogs.
Took down We Are The F.e.W. for some tweaking. Will repost that shortly. Took down Sin Sleeps with Angels for a total rewrite. Will most likely be doing a casting call for that fic soon.
S'all I gots. Gonna take the dogs to the park.
Cheers. |
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| Now her Soul is Dead |
[Jun. 28th, 2003|04:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Devil with the Black Dress On - Jack off Jill | ] |
Extremely random moment ahead. Really random. Not much worth the time to read.
Nothing to really report. I'll just say that I miss Kayci (a dachshund puppy I use to have). I've been listening to Queen lately and Bohemian Rhapsody is one of my fave songs, so it brings back memories. Like when I'd sit at the computer and she was right there on my lap watching the computer screen. When I had to put doll clothes on her to keep her warm because she was too small for any dog sweaters. Heh, that time I went to take a nap and forgot to put her on the bed with me. She literally cried "Ma ma" in a sorta puppy whimper voice. I cried.
She was a ill pup from the get go. Immune system deficiency. Which put simply meant she had no immune system (or a very weak one). She was allergic to her mother's milk and got what's called milk rash. It caused her to get these weepy sore (like little blisters) on her skin and her fur would peel off there. She was a good puppy and despite the milk rash, was happy. Only she didn't live to her full potential, which I was warned could happen. She made a great impact on my life. I got as close to her in a few weeks as I did to Kae (my red doxie. My baby. My whole frickin' life) in all the years I had her (she was six at the time).
I'd play music over the comp and she'd calm right down when Bohemian Rhapsody played. No matter what was up, if she was feeling cranky or napping or what. That puppy loved that song. Which probably sounds weird that a puppy liked music, but it's true. Kaero even likes Evanescence. Okay, erm..... that's all for my nostalgia. If I think about Kayci anymore I'll start to cry.
This random moment brought to you by Bohemian Rhapsody and a pup named Kayci.
You are Mary Bell. At the ripe old age of 10 you
strangled a neighbor boy, afterwhich you carved
your initals into his skin. At his funreal you
laughed. Your next victim was a 3 year old. You
pushed him off the roof, resulting in a broken
skull. After he was found you went to his
mothers house and asked to see him, she replied
tha t he was dead. You smiled brightly and said
'Oh, I know he's dead. I wanted to see him in
his coffin."
You horrid little girl you.
-smacks your hand-
Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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Is this kid an actually killer? 'Cause dude, she sounds evil as hell. |
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| You're Invited but Your Friend can't Come |
[Jun. 27th, 2003|10:43 pm] |
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| |  thoughtful | ] |
If I were a month, I'd be: October
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Thursday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 2:30 a.m.
If I were a planet, I'd be: Mercury
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: Sea horse
If I were a direction, I'd be: Northeast
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: Futon
If I were a sin, I'd be: Lust
If I were a historical figure, I'd be: Molly Brown
If I were a liquid, I'd be: A Waterfall
If I were a tree, I'd be: Bonsai
If I were a bird, I'd be: Lovebird
If I were a tool, I'd be: Screwdriver
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: Snapdragon
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: Cloudy
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: Unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: Keyboard
If I were an animal, I'd be: Polecat ^___~
If I were a color, I'd be: Purple
If I were an emotion, I'd be: Mellow
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: Asparagus
If I were a sound, I'd be: WHOOOOOOOOOO! -fun. happy, hyper-
If I were an element, I'd be: Earth
If I were a car, I'd be: Mini Cooper
If I were a song, I'd be: Adam's Song - Blink 182
If I were a movie, I'd be: Tank Girl
If I were a book, I'd be: The Shining
If I were a food, I'd be: Chocolate
If I were a place, I'd be: A cozy town in Ireland
If I were a material, I'd be: Denim
If I were a taste, I'd be: Sweet or bitter
If I were a scent, I'd be: Vanilla
If I were a religion, I'd be: A cult
If I were a word, I'd be: Crikey or Cripes
If I were an object, I'd be: A sketch pad
If I were a body part, I'd be: Lips
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: Blah
If I were a subject in school, I'd be: Art
If I were a cartoon character, I'd be: Shaggy
If I were a shape, I'd be a: Star
If I were a number, I'd be: 10
Yeap.
Edit:
fwh latest entry got me thinking on how people judge you just by the way you look. I was just talking to Cisco about this yesterday. People use to look at me and smile politley, say hello and nod their heads. I wasn't bothered in stores and if I was it was a worker asking me if they could help me in finding something. Now that was with no piercings and then with my eyebrow ring (my tattoo really can't count because it is on the underside of my wrist and no one can really see it). But now that I have a very obvious lip ring, things have changed. People only give me strange looks or won't even look me in the eye period. I'm followed around stores, looked at like I'm looking to pocket everything I can. So these people aren't looking at me, or even bothering to look past the piercings. They see the ring in my eyebrow, or mostly the one going through my lip because I think alot of people (in the city at lease) are use to more subtle piercings. They see the piercing and automatically see a kid (or person, but most people see me as a kid) who is a troublemaker. A kid who is gonna steal from their store or mug them in the park. Really, people, try looking at the person, eh?
Thus ends my rant. *bows* Thank you. |
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| The Ants go Marching two by two, hurrah, hurrah |
[Jun. 27th, 2003|08:16 pm] |
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| | My Sundown - Jimmy Eat World | ] |
O_o .... I've had that tune stuck in my head for like two days now. GAH!
But, ahhhhhh, it was finally cooler today. Not by alot, but cooler. Woot! And hopefully we'll be getting are AC by Tuesday or soon after. YaaaaaaaY!
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Punkcess
What Kind Of Princess Are You?
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Your Style is Tomboy!
Whats your Style
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I noticed something about my bathroom today.... we use alot of the same products. Well... mostly I do. Okay, like this. My toothbrush and toothpaste are both Colgate. My deodorant and Shampoo are both Dove. My other deodorant and and Shampoo are by Suave. (I have alot of shampoos and conditioners. I'm seriously a freak about which products clean my hair the best, manage it the best, which ones work best together...). My shavers (razors) and shaving cream are Gilette and Noxema. My Noxema is Noxema. My body wash is Suave. My hairspray (Rave) is by Suave. But now if somebody asked my what clothing label I liked best, I wouldn't even know! Right... Now... If that just wasn't one of the most boring posts ever...
Next Friday is the fourth of July! Whoop! Going to my Uncle for a barbie (hopefully a barbie and not an inside dinner) then we are heading to the fireworks! Yeah! I think I might bring the ferret too. They have new harnesses now so I don't have to worry about them squirming away. I would bring the girls but I already know Kae is afraid of fireworks since some stupid kid set a few off close to her a few years back. She looked so scared I thought she was gonna pass out! Plus Toni is nervous around strangers and they all go crazy around other dogs. So I'll just leave them home with some treats. The ferrets have never been, so I think I'll see how they like it. Hopefully we'll be able to find the vendor Joey D is working at and I can show off my poopsies (those are the ferrets by the way).
Oh, Joey D also thinks I'm a dolt for getting my lip piercing.
^_______^
Only he can call me a dolt and not get pummeled because I luff him to death! |
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| Friends Say it's Fine, Friends say it's Good |
[Jun. 27th, 2003|02:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lethargic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Secret Crush - Jimmy Eat World | ] |
It's too hot ot sleep. I'm afraid my nose is gonna start bleeding, that always happens when I get too hot. I've woken up a few times to a hand full of blood and blood streaked pillow cases. So, I'm stayin' up. Which really isn't that hard for me. Not much to watch on telly, but I'll cruise the net ofr a bit and pop a movie in after that. I'll just stay up until I'm too tired to keep my eyes open and then I'll zoinked out.
Saw those Living Dead Dolls at Spencer's today. I've heard some about them, but had no clue as to what they were. They're actually kinda cute. Cisco said I can't have any because they'll creep him out. Well too bad buddy boy, I know just what I'm asking for for my birthday (in another three months!).
I saw Pete today! ...(Well more like yesterday morning really). He didn't move! I hadn't seen him in like three weeks so I thought he had. Either I would see him or hear him outside skateboarding, I hadn't seen nor heard him (like I said) for about three weeks. But this morning (yesterday morning, whatever) I was coming back from the park with the dogs and there he was! Skating boarding in front of the house! ^____________^
*sigh* He is so cute. And I know I shouldn't have a crush on him because I already have a boyfriend, but I do anyway! He's just so adorable. I've never even talked to him before. Well except that one time Cisco introduced us. It went along the lines of this...
Cisco: Oh, man, this is Des
Pete: Hey, I'm Pete
Me: *barely auditable* Ehh, um, hey
>.<
I'm such a dork.
Just a few quizzes to keep me occupied...
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You're the most popular song from Placebo's young and nubile era - their self - titled album 'Placebo'. You're all about having fun, often without thinking about the consequences. Your lyrics are pretty crude and straightforward, although sometimes people wonder what the hell are you talking about. Been smokin' too much, huh? |
Take the fuckin' wonderful "Which Placebo song are you?" test created by amm, and browse through Random Blasphemies. Because I said so.
Hehehe, I so love that song. It's so Dutchy!
Who cares? Bon Jovi ROCKS!!!!
Which Bon Jovi song are you?
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Ha ha, true
 You're Insanly Quiet
What type of Insanity are YOU?
Test by Snow Katt#101
Hahahahaha! YEAS!
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Just one more....
Dude, noticed all the 80's toys they're coming back out with? Strawberry Shortcake, Carebears, My Pretty Pony. I mean yeah, these toys so rule as I was a HUGE My Pretty Pony collector, saw every Carebear movie, had a Strawberry Shortcake and ?Rainbow Brite Doll. Not only that but a slew of Cabbage Patch kids and Magic Nursery Babies. But what's goin' on? Toy makers running outta ideas?
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| All the Laughing Boys are Bitching |
[Jun. 26th, 2003|07:05 pm] |
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| |  bitchy | ] |
Today I...
Updated St. Vins (21 chapters bay-bee!)
Saw Pete ^____^ (He didn't move after all, yaaaay!)
Walked the dogs
Went to the mall
Bought new shoes
Played with the puppies at the pet store
Bought the ferrets new harnesses
Checked Target's for AC's (SOLD OUT! ARGH!)
Got my hair cut
Came home
Took a shower
Tried to relax
I am soo damn hot. We need to get an AC. Target is sold out. Wal-Mart probably is too. But I'll check there and K-Mart. We have a few other appliance shops around here, I'll them a looking into too. Shoulda checked Sears while I was at the mall, forgot to, damn.
We left our other AC because the dude who installed it used some sorta hardwar and bolts to keep it from falling outta the window. We couldn't get the shite undone when we were moving everything so we left it. Stupid move. Damn. Really regretting it now. ARGH!
Right, I should stop bitching.
So I will so.... rrrrrriiiiiight.... .... ..... now! |
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| To Everything Turn, Turn, Turn |
[Jun. 25th, 2003|06:06 pm] |
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| |  hot | ] |
Damn, that only leaves me 8 years to live. Heh.
Since I do not want to bore you all nor do I want to clutter up any Friend's pages, a survey is behind the cut. ( Read more... )
My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, What Kind of Name Should You Have?, is You’re a mystic - Rheannon, Isabella, Aurora or Ignatious
Hoh Yeah!
Tis all. Cheers.
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| Like a True Nature's Child |
[Jun. 23rd, 2003|10:56 pm] |
Know what I love? Cheese fries! Mmmmm, yes. Oh, and those tye dye M&Ms 'cause they remind me of the times we use to hang out with the dead heads. *sigh* Those were cool times. Especially when Kaero use to go crazy whenever we'd settle down on a piece of grass and she earned the nickname Psychosis. Or when that dude went running down streets warning everyone about the purple bats. And then his friends came running behind him telling everyone that he was just having a bad trip. Or when that dude wanted to trade me his t-shirt for my McDonald's shirt (it was actually Darsine's old Mickey D's uniform). Oh, or how about that time I was eating Lemon Heads and had a pocket full and some people thought i was popping pills and asked me for some! Hahahaha!Or like when me and Dar were gonna travel with them for the summer and we actually convinced my Mom to let me go but then Jerry Garcia died and all the fun ended. Awww. Those were some effing good times.
*sigh*
You represent... apathy.
You don't really show any emotion. You can be
considered cruel and cold, but you just don't
really care about anything. This is just the
way you are... you're quite a challenge to get
close to, and others may perceive you as
boring.
What feeling do you represent?
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Me? Yah, alot.
Wow, you're pretty good. Not exactly a 60's junkie,
but you know what you're talking about. You
have achieved groovy cat/bird status as well.
Are you a TRUE Hippie?
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Hee ^_______^.
You're a Yuppie-Hippie!
So you traded in your bus for the beamer. You
still talk about the days when you went touring
with the Dead. You look for such alternative
bands to listen to now that Jerry is gone -
like Phish. You own at least 2 bahas, the
birks, and have bootlegged Dead songs in MP3.
What Kind Of Hippie Are You?
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Almost toured with the Dead.
Yeah. So what was the poin of this post? I don't remember... I did have one... but I forgot. Shit.
Anyway, I sooooooo want the new Harry potter book. And I want Kangaroo Jack (it comes out on DVD the 25th). Plus I want some Pizza Hut pizz so I can get the Bill and Ted DVd for free. Dude, I love Bill and Ted! Um... I just ate two bags of M&Ms, please don't be scared.
*sigh* Again with the nostalgia... I really miss those days. I guess we coulda traveled with the Phish group, but after Jerry Garcia died,it just wasn't the same anymore. I want to be a hippie. I want a VW bus (ya know, the Punch buses?), travel around with my dogs and my hippie kids (named Star, Phoenix, Blue, Stormy and Sunny -guess the boys from the girls!). Heh heh.
Wait... I'm not actually gonna have five kids, nor do I at this moment have five kids (I have three if you count my dogs). Right, there was no point to this post. I'm off.
One last thing...
Polecat's Life Goal:
To be a successful writer living a hippie lifestyle (yet drug-free) in New Zealand (or Australia).
There. |
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| Where is my Happy Ending |
[Jun. 23rd, 2003|07:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Simpsons - on telly | ] |
Updated St. Vincent's. Now hopefully I dd that right and put in the right link.
Feeling a helluva lot better today. Thank goodness. Buy by God was it HOT today. Frickin' 87. But we had a horribly long winter and so much damn rain, that a nice day was actually nice. I think out of the last nine weekends, seven were rained out. So this hot as hell day was worth it. Although it was so hot even the dogs wouldn't play at the park. So instead we went over to the Moses fountain and stuck them in it for a few minutes. Then some asshole's dalmation tried to bite Jessee 'cause she was barking at this German Shepherd. Cisco apologized to the guy for Jessee barking but he was an asshole and kept saying shit like "Oh that dog thinks it's so bad." But I don't know what else 'cause Cisco wouldn't say. The guy didn't even say sorry for his dog trying to bite Jessee! I told my Mom about it and just says "Well the heat gets to us all." What the fuck? *frustrated sigh* Anyway. I'm not gonna let shit like that ruin my day.
Gonna go check out ff.net. shortiefromhell updated New money. Whoo hoo!
Cheers.
Ooooo, Mom brought me home a Vanilla Coke! YaaaY! |
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